When an artist goes through their artwork and throws out their drawings.
It usually means they are cleaning out the old work.
But not this time.
I can't take it.
I'm leaving drawing behind me.
My mom keeps on nagging that I should do something better.
She always pulls me away from the computer,
away from my friends calling me on skype.
Away from my drawings.
Away from my hard work and dedication and research.
I keep fighting for this. This is what I want!
But I'm done.
NO MORE ART.
I'm not drawing anymore... ... not for anyone.
Not even Matthew, my friends, or family.
I won't play video games anymore.
I'm done. finished.